I know, I know I'm late..
I have to apologise for lots of things; first of all, SORRY not to comment often your pieces of art. Secondly, not to read all the journal entries. And then, sorry to post works rarely.
I'm very busy, and so i try to read or comment, but many times i can't.
For what about my works (yeah i know it's not important for you XD), i'll try to upload more frequently.
byeeee

"Small town homecoming queen

She's the star in this scene

There's no way to deny she's lovely

Perfect skin, perfect hair

Perfumed hearts everywhere

Tell myself that inside she's ugly

Maybe I'm just jealous

I can't help but hate her

Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band

She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands

She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor

She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door....."(Saving Jane)

Honesty I think I should talk but.. it's all so complicated..!
I think I can't loose her; she's definitely one of the most important girl, one of the most important friend I've got. Unfortunately, i'm sure she'd be fine, better and better, if i were the girl, the best friend she needs. But i'm not. No way. Too shy, too bad-tempered, too moody, too disagreeable for her, for everyone! I'm sure i've disappointed her. Really. I'm too timid, and her friends don't like my personality.
Anyway, there are obiouvsly some serious problem about that, and now i'm going to spend with her two long weeks in Painghton, by Mrs Barrow. Hope everything go fine. I'm too sick, too tired about that trip; i've never been so long and so far away from home.. Gosh our home is so far from the other ones! Shit..
I don't know how to explain how i feel right now. It's so difficult to say. Especially in english, but, I'll be 2 weeks dipped in a complitely new world, new voices, new habits, and - inevitably - immersed in a new language. How many gaffes i'm going to do..! What a shame..!
And, of course, even right now, i'm writing in a wrong way, because i'm not good at english, but i'd like to be.
that's not too good to me.. I'm tense, i'm anxious but at the same time so excited. And these feelings so different - so strange actually - make me c r a z y.
oh help...

Weeeell i don't know how to explain what i'm feeling now, i mean, i've realized i'm not so happy and not so sad but, it's not easy to say.
This morning, i've tried again to ride the scooter. Okay: I grant ya' just a second to laugh at me out loud but after that, i can state that i'm not so clusmy as i tought i would be.. I mean, smt i feel unsure but, ehi, it's my second time. Hope it will be better and better.

Anyway, my life goes on as usual, nothing special, nothing to say but i had a really good time with some friends of mine on thursday to Mirabilandia. Cool, i've never thought i would have been albe to join those games, but i did them, i'm alive, i'm fine. Coooool

I've posted some photo i took in Tuscany, Florence, Siena, smth like that. I really enjoyed that short week-end. I relaxed and sunbathed even if i didn't notice it XD

PS= I'm scared about that but.. I think that a crazy little boy (13, three years younger than me) likes me. Hilarious, i'm so babyish that only that kind of guys can fall in love with me. Of course. Hilarious.

cool
my best friend hates me,
i can't go to that damned fucking concert, and
he will never love me, he will never notice me, even if a lorry ran over me.
cool

hi guys
Sorry to be often, always late but anyway, i'm just too tired to be real.. I just want this school-nightmare to finish, and nothing else.
I won't be there so soon cuz i have to pass an exam, really important one. The most important thing i've ever made, for me.
I must to study hard.
have nice summer holidays
tchuss